Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Uncertainties

Depressed beyond words. There's no reason to be. Appt FINALLY here on monday. Hopefully they can tell me what's going on. I hope I haven't pushed people away or offended them forever....I don't know what's wrong with me....

3 comments:

Dionne said...

What's going on? What appointment? Fill me in? I am still here, so you didn't push me away!

maggisaar said...

*hugs* Cheer up, lass! There are so many who love you so much. What's up? Need someone to talk to? I'm always here for that.

Heather said...

I called Kaiser last month b/c I feel like a psycho depressive person. One minute I'm filled with uncontrollable rage, the next depressive. It's a bit scary and I keep avoiding people becuase I never know how I'll feel the next minute and if I'll say something mean. Bla. So I have an appt. on monday to ask why. Dunno why they made me wait a month to ask why I'm insane. bla! There is NOTHING wrong with my life. Yes, things are a tad hectic and stressful but it's nothing ridiculous. So I don't need to talk, and I can't figure out why I feel so angry all the time. I'm writing out all my food to see if it's something about the way I eat. Someone just told me it's my hormones calming down from pregnancy so my body's out of whack. I dunno. I just feel so angry when little tiny things happen and that's NOT ME. :'( You guys are great thanks for the words. :) Love you both.