Why do I love to torture myself!?!?!?!?!?!?! Why do i bother caring? Looking at the site...texting.... THINKING....WHY. I don't know what is wrong with me. My life has its problems but it's perfect for me right now. I am never content with what I have. Others look at me and see I have a great man, a kid on the way which is supposed to be a happy occasion, and we both have jobs....but all I see is the negative.
What is wrong with me? Will I ever change?